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Tuesday, March 22, 2011


Okay, from now on I'll be a different person; hope can be a better person.

For today, i had controlled myself from cursing. And I manage to do that. Alhamdulillah.

In control my anger, I didn't do anything for it because I can get easily mad when I'm really pissed off with some sensitive issues - my family, my cleverness, anything wrong that i didn't do, and I think no more else other than those reasons.

I also didn't get any intention to get jealous with you if you hangout with some other guys, gedik-ing or anything else. Because I don't want to make you feel like you are being control.

p/s : i'm sorry if i manage to make you feel like you're being controlled, been jealous and a medium for me to release my anger. because i'm not perfect too. i do mistakes and its a lot.

i do really need you to guide me to become a better person. stop punish me with these feeling anymore because it is really hurts.

Straight from my heart,


Monday, March 21, 2011


It's all happen so sudden. And it's happen in the peek time of the semester. How could i handle this?

So, maybe i will spend my most of time at gym. Thinking about it - think about others opinion, my opinion and especially YOU. i hope this can sooth away my burden. really really hope so.

p/s : you're really testing me. miss the message tone, the ringing tone that wake me up every morning and miss everything about you.