[ TIADA TAJUK #2 ]

Okay, from now on I'll be a different person; hope can be a better person.

For today, i had controlled myself from cursing. And I manage to do that. Alhamdulillah.

In control my anger, I didn't do anything for it because I can get easily mad when I'm really pissed off with some sensitive issues - my family, my cleverness, anything wrong that i didn't do, and I think no more else other than those reasons.

I also didn't get any intention to get jealous with you if you hangout with some other guys, gedik-ing or anything else. Because I don't want to make you feel like you are being control.

p/s : i'm sorry if i manage to make you feel like you're being controlled, been jealous and a medium for me to release my anger. because i'm not perfect too. i do mistakes and its a lot.

i do really need you to guide me to become a better person. stop punish me with these feeling anymore because it is really hurts.

Straight from my heart,

SHAK

[ TIADA TAJUK ]

It's all happen so sudden. And it's happen in the peek time of the semester. How could i handle this?

So, maybe i will spend my most of time at gym. Thinking about it - think about others opinion, my opinion and especially YOU. i hope this can sooth away my burden. really really hope so.

p/s : you're really testing me. miss the message tone, the ringing tone that wake me up every morning and miss everything about you.