[ TIADA TAJUK #2 ]

Okay, from now on I'll be a different person; hope can be a better person.

For today, i had controlled myself from cursing. And I manage to do that. Alhamdulillah.

In control my anger, I didn't do anything for it because I can get easily mad when I'm really pissed off with some sensitive issues - my family, my cleverness, anything wrong that i didn't do, and I think no more else other than those reasons.

I also didn't get any intention to get jealous with you if you hangout with some other guys, gedik-ing or anything else. Because I don't want to make you feel like you are being control.

p/s : i'm sorry if i manage to make you feel like you're being controlled, been jealous and a medium for me to release my anger. because i'm not perfect too. i do mistakes and its a lot.

i do really need you to guide me to become a better person. stop punish me with these feeling anymore because it is really hurts.

Straight from my heart,

SHAK

[ TIADA TAJUK ]

It's all happen so sudden. And it's happen in the peek time of the semester. How could i handle this?

So, maybe i will spend my most of time at gym. Thinking about it - think about others opinion, my opinion and especially YOU. i hope this can sooth away my burden. really really hope so.

p/s : you're really testing me. miss the message tone, the ringing tone that wake me up every morning and miss everything about you.

JAWAPAN

Ini jawapan untuk si banyak tanya semalam.

I'm sorry

because I always keep thinking of you.

I'm wrong

for not treat you as it is suppose to be.

Don't be too perfect.

It is enough for me

because you're an apple of my eyes.

Hope you can accept this answer. less than 3!!

DEGIL

Hidup ni kalau degil memang susah. Oleh sebab kedegilan kita itu kita melukai dan menghiris perasaan orang lain. Mungkin kita tak perasan tapi cubalah fikir tentang orang lain dan apa natijahnya daripada perilaku kita yang degil itu.

Memang tak salah hendak mencuba tapi cubalah untuk berfikir dahulu.




notakeraskepala : Gua bukan tak mahu tulis. cuma gua rasa gua tulis ni macam syok sendiri. So, gua akan menulis jika gua betul-betul tak tahu nak cerita kat sape masalah gua ni.

OBSESI

Tadi gua pergi majlis persandingan Aqasha. Then, ada satu lagu yang diputarkan tanpa henti sejak gua duduk selama 1 jam setengah disitu. Lama-lama gua dengar lagu tu makin sedap pulak dan sekarang gua tak habis-habis dengar. Haishh.



notaperutlapar : Gua masih tak dapat makan nasi minyak lagi. Dah banyak kerja kahwin gua pergi tapi satu pun takde nasi minyak. Arghhhh