SYAITAN

Perghh memang gua hidup dalam kesengsaraan bukan sebab takde bekalan air atau api tapi bekalan internet. Serius punya sengsara. Seperti ada benda yang gua terlepas dan gua tak mampu lepas. Sampai nak menganjing Chelshit yang kalah tu pun gua pendam 2 hari. Serius tak tahan dan sebab tu gua nak buat entry gua pasal dorang.

Ya !! 2 tumbukan padu syaitan ke udara. Memang puas hati punya tumbukan tapi kalau gua tengok dengan membe-membe lagi puas sebab dapat menganjing secara terus takde pendam-pendam ni. Dan seperti biasa mana-mana team yang kalahkan Man Utd PASTI akan KALAH pada game seterusnya. Sabar ye Arsengal. HAHA. Korang memang main EPL sebab nak kalahkan Man Utd je kann? HAHA!!

Kepada David Luiz, This is how we doing things. We do what we want and bare in your mind this is MANCHESTER UNITED!! *ala-ala gaya Dom cakap This is Brazil !!

MAJU

Ini hari gua balik kampung sebab ada kenduri kahwin. Dalam kepala otak gua, gua dah terbayang nasi minyak. Serius gua sangap giler kat benda ni. Lama tak pekena. Bilangan kereta di highway banyak dan begitu juga bilangan gadis-gadis comel di R&R tapi gua tenang.

Lepas pekena nasi minyak, gua puas tapi tiba-tiba gua mengidam lagi satu benda. Mee bandung. Ini lebih serius punya sangap. Sebab kat kawasan tempat tinggal gua memang takda. Yang ada cuma nama je "Mee Bandung Muar"tapi rasa sos tomato.

Dalam perjalanan menuju ke Tanjung, gua tengok kampung gua dah agak maju. Setakat Pizza Hut dua tingkat gua takda hal, pusat bowling, futsal, tanah perkuburan yang baru, 2 3 ekor biawak mati tengah jalan semua gua takde hal. Cuma dua benda je yang gua hal. Kedai rehat "Hey Girls"dan Kedai minum "Lucky Stars". Mungkin orang kampung gua dah pandai berhibur atau mungkin orang bandar yang tinggal kat kampung gua yang sangap akan hiburan. Itu gua tak #taHHuu.

notahati : Sebenarnya nak membalas bicara dari bulan tapi masih mencari idea dalam sinar gelap. Nanti saya reply eh :)

[ TIADA TAJUK #3 ]

Yeah, you manage to hurt me badly. i mean very very bad. But hey, what is actually do you expect from me? To be cruel to you? To hate you? To take a revenge on you? To curse you? NO !! I'm not that guy. seriously i'm not into that shit.

actually i don't know what else to say. just i'm very very sorry for what had happen to us and i didn't expect it to be this way in this particular time for sure. i just want to thank you for being honest to me and the sweet things that happen between us eventhough you are 'ewwww-ing' to recall it but i think that is the best part of my life for now. and try not to hate me please if you want to get rid of me or what because it may hurt more if you do that. i'm begging you.

p/s : i know you can't forget about him right? yeah, i didn't manage to make you forget about him and that's why all of this pop up right? and correct me if i wrong. i'll promise to be a better person after this. you'll see it.

[ TIADA TAJUK #2 ]

Okay, from now on I'll be a different person; hope can be a better person.

For today, i had controlled myself from cursing. And I manage to do that. Alhamdulillah.

In control my anger, I didn't do anything for it because I can get easily mad when I'm really pissed off with some sensitive issues - my family, my cleverness, anything wrong that i didn't do, and I think no more else other than those reasons.

I also didn't get any intention to get jealous with you if you hangout with some other guys, gedik-ing or anything else. Because I don't want to make you feel like you are being control.

p/s : i'm sorry if i manage to make you feel like you're being controlled, been jealous and a medium for me to release my anger. because i'm not perfect too. i do mistakes and its a lot.

i do really need you to guide me to become a better person. stop punish me with these feeling anymore because it is really hurts.

Straight from my heart,

SHAK

[ TIADA TAJUK ]

It's all happen so sudden. And it's happen in the peek time of the semester. How could i handle this?

So, maybe i will spend my most of time at gym. Thinking about it - think about others opinion, my opinion and especially YOU. i hope this can sooth away my burden. really really hope so.

p/s : you're really testing me. miss the message tone, the ringing tone that wake me up every morning and miss everything about you.